Still living in fear of chickenpox but as long as I keep my immune system healthy I will be fine! :D Studying for chem and physics midterm and school is back in session in two day!!! Been watching this show, Tru Calling. I miss it so much since it got cancelled because it does not fit well with the OC which follows it on Fox! I am mad that other network didn't try to steal it! I absolutly loved the show!!!!! Tru, like me want to get into
medschool. Just watched an episode about life of a med student and it seems impossible for me. Ever since I got into Shad and Science one all I feel is stupidity. Maybe that is why I like hanging out with my
highschool friends. I will get use to it I guess, the feeling of the normal people. I used to always be able to get the lectures but now all I do in lecture is sleep and day dream. Maybe University is not for me. I don't have the constant urge to learn at all. Not interested in any of the subject taught in class. It is like I am only doing all these because I am forced.
Tonight is the last good sleep I will have in a while. For the next couple of weeks, not only will I have 2 midterms, but also a chem lab and a in-class essay for English. I want to relax and I need to relax. It was like I got no relaxing done during the break since I was constantly worrying about the assignments I have not finished and the mountainous pile of work. Even when I was with my friends shopping and eating I was thinking about school. I worry way too much!!!! When I take a few hours just relaxing in the sun painting my nails, my dad would come out and tell me to help them. Even when I was sitting down on the sofa just watching TV and doing crosswords, my brain was filled with the assignments. Maybe I will be able to relax when summer comes! I will be taking summer school and I need to get a job somewhere man! Tax center is unlikely going to hire me since I will not be able to work from late march. Damn it! Maybe I will get a job at Safeway or somewhere. NO FAST FOOD CHAIN!
So much to do!
